a man born of rape

(1)Do I look like the man who sexually assaulted my birth mother
(2)In my life
(3)I’m bringing out the most difficult memories
(4)The worst part of this world is
(5)I feel like I’m alone
(6)I doubt everything about myself
(7)Do I look like a rapist
(8)When I look in the mirror, I think she raped her mother
(9)I felt like he was looking back at me
(10)You grow up thinking about who you are
(11)I’m a kind, nice, friendly person
(12)through violent and near-hate ways
(13)You know you’re conceived

(1)It’s about pulling a heart out of a person’s world
(2)Neil, who grew up in an adoptive family
(3)I went looking for my birth mother when I was 27
(4)And at the park, my mother
(5)After being raped by a strange man
(6)She found out she was pregnant
(7)When I heard that
(8)It’s like a video game
(9)He threw a fist at my chest
(10)I felt like I was tearing myself apart
(11)I’m completely broken
(12)I felt like I’d completely lost myself
(13)Yes, so I met my birth mother
(14)The first thing I said was
(15)If I looked like the man who did that to you
(16)I’m going to leave that memory
(17)I didn’t want to stir it up

(1)What did my mother say
(2)He told me I didn’t look like him
(3)It meant a lot to me
(4)The man who did this to his birth mother
(5)It’s nothing to me
(6)That’s very clear
(7)That’s how angry I am with him
(8)But no, I don’t think I’ve ever done anything with him
(9)I don’t want to get involved
(10)I really don’t think I have a biological father
(11)I have a birth mother. That’s it
(12)That’s enough