I can’t sleep, so I’m posting this.
Yes, I thought everyone would know, so I took the situation seriously.
First of all, I would like to express my sincere gratitude to those who came to the live broadcast this morning and comforted me.
In fact, it was so painful that it was difficult to express it in words. I was lonely.
I shouldn’t say this, but it was hard because I kept having really bad thoughts.
That’s why I turned on the live broadcast even though I knew I would be cursed and ridiculed. I wish there was someone by my side.
But if you even talk to me, you won’t feel that way.
I would like to express my sincere gratitude once again to those who came and comforted me.
I had so many things to protect.
So I wish it wasn’t like this even more.
I really wanted to make a lot of money and be a good help to my family financially. Some goals were bigger.
And I wanted to marry someone I love, start a family, and live happily without any financial shortcomings.
Also, since my family’s financial circumstances were not good when I was young, I wanted to live by helping people in need.
The most difficult and painful thing right now is from the early summer of 2017 to the end of 25.
Did I waste about 8 to 9 years of time? With that thought.
Was the path I took wrong?
And do you have the confidence to go up again in the future? I think so too.
I have lived my life thinking a lot of positive and optimistic thoughts.
I thought that was its strength.
But it collapsed in an instant, so it wasn’t as easy as it sounds.
Nevertheless, if you don’t want to let everything go, you need to quickly come to your senses, recover quickly with a positive mind, and get back up again.
and. This is something I’ve talked about a lot while broadcasting over the past year or two.
I’ve said a lot that I want to broadcast happily.
As I risked my life and sincerely traded between life and death,
At some point, the stress of trading became too much, and it seemed like the joy in broadcasting disappeared.
So I think I felt a lot of regret.
Now I’m trying to quickly put everything down.
And now I’m trying to accept everything.
So, I try to live harder than anyone else.
If the broadcast continues, there will be a lot of ridicule.
I will just try to accept that with a smile and remain like a clown who just does what I am told to bring joy to my subscribers.
Now, the seeds have dried up to make trading as smooth as before.
Still, I will remain as a broadcaster who can make enjoyable broadcasts that can be watched slowly and enjoyably, even if only for a small amount of money.
We ask for your support and would appreciate it if you could help us get back to the fun streets.
I am very sorry to my subscribers for showing that I have been mentally unstable recently.
I would appreciate it if you thought that we are all the same human beings.
The position size and seed itself have decreased a lot, and although it’s not over, we’ve actually put down a lot.
If you save my life, I should take it with a grateful heart.
There are probably many people who are having a hard time, not just me, and I sincerely hope that the day we can laugh together will come in the future.
I will try my best to overcome this as well.
Thank you very much for reading this long article.
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I bet on both sides and it all blows out.