Unmarried man born in 1980

First of all, I was born in 1980.
I’m sorry that the AC unit came into a 30’s room.
As someone who has lived it first, I will try to talk realistically.
The R0 age group is, of course, the summer of life, so everything is shiny and vibrant.
I agree with the ideology
People in their B0’s are not as bright as people in their 20’s, but they still have some influence on society.
Once you settle down, you will be able to improve your finances and your life will become more stable.
Is it okay to live alone at this level? Those thoughts slowly bloomed
It goes up.
Spending money is fun and you start creating your own lifestyle.
It’s annoying to even come across leaks.
However, from the age of 40, the cost is different.
My very existence in the world begins to fade.
Slowly, the number of people looking for it decreases.
There are no more people who are curious.
I’m in a pretty good position at work.
People who approach me on a human level or are interested in ‘me’
listen less
[No matter how old you are, no matter how young you try to live,
It just happened that way somewhere.
‘Youth’ that seemed like it would last forever
The ‘youth’ that seemed to be okay on its own withers away like this:
From 40s
There are very few people looking for it,
First of all, there is absolutely no one looking for people in their 50s.
A person who gives attention and devotes his time to people in their 50s who are capable of living alone.
There is no silver
You won’t meet anyone who doesn’t come to work.
Even if you come to work and meet with employees
[That’s just being in the same space
It was not a ‘meeting’ in the true sense.
Superficial dialogue; I am not impressed by the sincere greetings I am walking around. Party with sincerity
It’s just a systematic relationship without any thought.
man cannot live alone
I’m not talking about marriage.
People are talking about evil powers ‘alone’.
After work, I open the front door.
It is recommended that you burn in a space closer to your accommodation rather than a nest:
The boiler is turned on, but it’s an empty space with no warm feeling.
On my way home from work, I spread out the delivery food I packed on the table and habitually turn on the TV.
It is recommended.
Chew mechanically and fill your stomach without saying a word.
I always buy the most expensive and best menu items in the store.
If there’s no one around, I just fill up my hunger.
It is just a nutrient with no other purpose and no special meaning.
I want to share my daily life with someone, but
[There is no place to call.
I haven’t heard from my friends in a long time because they are already busy with their own lives.
Parents cannot feel comfortable talking on the phone with their children who are over 40 and live alone.
I’m flipping through TV channels and when my favorite entertainment show comes on, I watch it.
Watching happy people talking to each other on TV
I was laughing alone and looked at the clock showing it was past 11 o’clock.
[I clean up the dishes from the food I ate earlier.
I briefly wash the dishes and go into the bathroom to wash up.
In the bathroom mirror, I suddenly have wrinkles and become dull.
I come out, turn off the lights in the house, and lie down in bed.
In the deep darkness, I feel the space of a house with no one around.
I beg to sleep to feel it.
Occasionally heard sounds of life from upstairs and downstairs, a place for conversation between family members
Listening to Lee laugh
Imagine for a moment what life would be like without my permission.
Recalls old memories:
If so then, if not then
Those thoughts are hanging around in a chain.
I fall asleep, filled with regret rather than satisfaction.
I wake up to the sound of the alarm and mechanically go into the bathroom.
It’s not because I want to broadcast it to someone.
I worked hard to avoid being stolen by someone.
Will the old bachelor come to the coffin?
After thinking about this and that, I chose some simple clothes and wore them.
I leave the house where only my enemies learn.
I know that there are people who say that even when they are married.
I also know that there are people who feel lonely even when they live together:
But what is clear is
The life of a middle-aged man living alone is not that beautiful.
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