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First of all, I was born in 1980:
A4 I’m sorry that Lee Dae came into the room of people in their 30s.
As someone who has lived it first, I will try to talk realistically:
Of course, this is the summer of life, so everything is sparkling and vibrant.
It’s an ideology.
Bo’s aren’t as flashy as those in their 20s, but they still have some influence on society.
Once you settle down, you will be able to improve your finances and your life will become more stable.
Is it okay to live alone at this level? Those thoughts are slowly blooming
It goes up.
Spending money is fun and you start creating your own lifestyle.
I don’t even bother meeting anyone:
But from the age of 40, the cost is different.
My very existence in the world begins to fade.
Slowly, the number of people looking for it decreases.
There are no more people who are curious.
I am in a somewhat good position at work.
People who approach me on a human level or are interested in ‘me’
listen less
[No matter how old you are, no matter how young you try to live,
It just happened somewhere like that.
‘Youth’ that seemed like it would last forever
The ‘youth’ that seemed to be okay on its own withers away like this:
From 40s
There are very few people looking for it
First of all, there is no one looking for people in their 50s.
A person in his 50s who is interested in learning alone and who dedicates his time to it.
There is no silver
You will never meet a single person who does not come to work.
Even if you come to work and meet employees
It’s just being in the same space
It was not a ‘meeting’ in the true sense.
Superficial dialogue; I am not impressed by the sincere greetings I am walking around. Party with sincerity
It’s just a systematic relationship without any thought.
People cannot live alone.
I’m not talking about marriage.
A person is ‘alone’ telling a story about evil powers:
After work, I open the front door.
It is recommended that you burn in a space closer to your accommodation rather than a nest:
The boiler is turned on, but it is a cold space without any warm feeling.
On my way home from work, I spread out the delivery food I packed on the table and habitually turn on the TV.
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Chew mechanically and fill your stomach without saying a word.
I bought the most expensive and best menu item in the store.
If there’s no one around, I just fill up my hunger.
It is just a nutrient with no other purpose and no special meaning.
I want to share my daily life with someone, but
There is no place to call
I haven’t heard from my friends in a long time because they are already busy with their own lives.
There is no way parents would feel comfortable talking on the phone with their child who lives alone and is over 40 years old.
I’m flipping through TV channels and when a show I like comes on, I watch it:
Watching happy people talking to each other on TV
I was laughing alone and looked at the clock showing it was past 11 o’clock.
Clean up the dishes from the food you ate earlier.
I briefly wash the dishes and go into the bathroom to wash up.
In the bathroom mirror, I suddenly have wrinkles and become dull.
I come out, turn off the lights in the house, and lie down in bed.
In the deep darkness, I feel the space of a house with no one around.
I want to sleep to feel it.
The sounds of life in the house above and below can be heard occasionally; chat room between families
Lili; Listening to the sound of laughter
Imagine for a moment what life would be like without my permission.
Recalls old memories:
If it’s like that then, if it’s not like that then
Those thoughts are hanging around in my head.
[I cry out for sleep, filled with regret rather than satisfaction:
I wake up to the sound of the alarm and mechanically go into the bathroom.
It’s not because I want to be seen as chasing someone.
I work hard not to be caught by someone.
Will I be called an old bachelor?
After thinking about this and that, I chose some simple clothes and wore them.
Only the political enemy goes on a study day.
I know some people say that even if they are married:
I also know that there are people who feel lonely even if they live together.
But what is clear is
The life of a middle-aged man living alone is not so beautiful:
depending on
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