College student kicked out of religious club

When I was a freshman in college, I was an outcast even within the university, so I met a student from another department.
I’m dreaming of an exchange framework, so I don’t want to join a club.
I don’t have many clubs, but I like music and mountains.
I don’t want to join a club that requires effort.
So what I chose was a religious club that didn’t require much effort.
Actually, until then, I basically believe in Jesus.
There is also something in it
In my family, from generation to generation, from my grandmother to my mother, we did not go to church because we were too lazy.
If you really look at it, it was because we came from a Christian family. What about my mom?
I’m not sure if it’s Jesus or Buddha, but I’ve been there since I was a monk. It’s money
God taught me by saying that he exists anyway.

Anyway, I went in without even knowing it was a heretic group club and faithfully followed.
I was trying to live, but maybe because it was a heretic club, it wasn’t in the school.
It’s off campus, but even though it’s a bit far away, I still go to college.
It’s my life. I have to live hard. With this mindset, I join the club.
Before going to school, I have a morning worship service at 7:30 a.m. for several months.
fight really hard
But both the pastor and I should have known
I call myself a faithful Christian, and although I don’t believe that, it’s true.
When I give a gift certificate at church, I get a splash of water the next day.
All the way
After a few months, I started to be late to eat.
After praying for 30 minutes, at 8 o’clock the pastor buys kimbap from a nearby kimbap restaurant.
We share food together, but I came in the 8th season and didn’t pray and just ate.
And it will be possible
So, the pastor asks me to buy kimbap with my own money once in a while.
I said yes, but I’m a bit absent-minded, so I always leave my wallet in the dormitory.
I can’t live because of this. Now that I think about it, the pastor’s anger stack is
I think it’s been building up since then.
But up to this point, the pastor is quite unbelievable.
Because at that time, I was naive and overly sensitive.
Every time I do this, I say, ‘God, I was wrong.’ I cry and say, ‘Oh, this.
If you get bitten just a little bit, you’ll fall into religion to the point where you’ll sell your house.
I think I was thinking like this

So to make sure I don’t miss out, I come out of the school dormitory and here
Let the team say, “Make it your home.”
Since I have to pay for the dormitory, I go in with a sigh.
I didn’t think much of it at the time, but now that I think about it, at the center of the heresy branch,
It’s a miracle
The room I live in has various religious books and a public computer.
I don’t know much, but I remember getting scolded for downloading porn whenever I had free time.
I forgot the branch food
From this point on, the pastor asked me very coldly.
He turns to me and asks if I’m embarrassed.
It’s been exactly 5 months since then.
I feel so sorry for the pastor, so I have a special relationship with him and my brothers and sisters.
To give breakfast, I boiled seaweed soup with seaweed at the branch, but it was thirsty.
I don’t know how this guy knows after eating it, but I put too much Miwonol in it.
I wonder why they made seaweed soup using what they have at the branch.
I ruined it and lost it.
From this point on, the pastor and I were completely separated.

One day, while the pastor was praying, he asked at some point whether it was right for you to believe in God.
There is a moment when you meet God (I mean spiritual enlightenment).
(Same) Have you ever been there once? You asked me, no, I was specific.
Please teach me in detail how to meet God.
How did it come about? I answer questions with questions so you can find out for yourself.
Ouch, why are you asking me? This guy has been hitting on me for a year or several years.
heard
And the money this pastor spent on me (mainly for kimbap and heating)
I told him to deposit 50,000 won a month into my account, so I got kicked for the second time.
I declared that I would stop hanging out here.
After hearing this, the pastor looked like he was waiting for this moment and told me to leave.
Shout out to me, it’s already been 8 years, but when I think about it
I can’t relieve my anger
Miwon throws in a little bit, but she’s a bitch.
The reason I wrote this is because my mom saw the Shincheonji news.
Oh my, my friends are happy somewhere else, but you are somewhere like that too.
It’s because I can’t get used to it and make such frustrating noises.
Fuck mom, if I want to, I can at least reach the branch leader of Shincheonji in no time.
I’m going