I hate myself for wasting my teens and 20s

(1)I hate myself for wasting my teens and 20s
(2)332 views, 15 comments, 13 comments
(3)I dropped out when I was in the second year of high school
(4)I used to go to an internet cafe
(5)I spent years working at PC cafes and part-time jobs even after I returned from the military
(6)It’s obvious that they meet friends
(7)I went to PC cafes and worked part-time
(8)Now that I’m in my late 20s, I’m not that close to my friends. In other words, friends who didn’t go to PC cafes often got a job at a company or became a public servant
(9)That’s why you want me to live and study hard when I was in my teens and 20s
(10)That’s why you can live differently when you’re in your 30s
(11)Now that I’m 32 years old, I just realized
(12)So I’m going to work at my parents’ pig’s feet restaurant, which has an average monthly sales of 70 million won
(13)I am the manager of the third store