A 32-year-old man. Did the divorce go well

(1)I’m a 32-year-old man this year and I’m a week into divorce
(2)You’ve been dating your ex for 11 years, married for 1 year, and 12 years
(3)There’s only one reason for divorce Personality difference
(4)It’s going to be amazing, and your nose is going to be really stuffy
(5)You might think that you’re joking about your personality difference while dating for such a long time
(6)Even my close friends feel comfortable at first
(7)But I asked her if she didn’t know that she was in a relationship for such a long time
(8)I was told that my personality doesn’t change much and I’m relaxedI don’t want to be harmed, and I don’t want to be harmed I like to be considerate and adapt to others, and my hobby is reading, taking a walk, hiking, and so on
(9)However, my ex-wife is passionate about everything, has an active personality, and is easily angry, thin, and has leadership
(10)During my relationship and marriage, people around me constantly said, “You’re just going to live in captivity,” so my girlfriend led me and I was in the form of matching
(11)I didn’t have any complaints, but if there’s a problem, he always tries to control me after marriage, he can’t trust me, and at some point, he talks like he’s looking down on me and ignoring me
(12)You can’t believe it What the hell are you doing? Can’t you move quickly because I’m a fool who trusted you and married you? I’m so upset that I’m going to die. Just stay still. I’ll do everything Staying still helps, and so on
(13)As I kept hearing this, I wondered what the hell he thought of me
(14)Within a few months of marriage, I went to marital counseling several times, and even in front of the counselor, he saw my chest
(15)Even if he’s like a teacher, he’s upset. There’s nothing he’s doing I can’t move fast even if I ask you to do anything, and I make mistakes, so I have to do it again Even if I don’t ask you to do it first, you’ll get upset and upset There’s nothing I can do It feels like I’m living a life of my own
(16)When I heard that, I started crying
(17)It’s not a dissolution, it’s not unfair, it’s regret about my choice
(18)To be exact, I think we met at the wrong timeMy ex-wife must have had the right person, but I wonder if she’s changed that way after meeting me. I shouldn’t have gotten married
(19)I told my husband that I would listen to him, so I told him about the divorce
(20)I was rather calm about the teacher who was mediating me and the ex-wife who burst into tears and threw up her anger. I was calm
(21)I sent my ex-wife out of the counseling room and had 11 consultations, but I was firm, so you had a hard time consulting her. I was sure when I saw her attitude earlier I think it’s right to stop here with this guy I have my patterns and my routine, and he makes no effort to understand it. He always tries to control me and uses violence against me in A’s position, both verbally and psychologically
(22)The teacher looked at me and didn’t stop me anymore
(23)After some adjustment period, I became a divorcee
(24)I really need to live. Even if it’s the body that I don’t know how to do, I’m the kind of person who makes mistakes and damages others
(25)I feel like I need to breathe
(26)I came home after being hit by my boss at work, and the pressure I felt during work hours
(27)I felt more uncomfortable
(28)It feels like the boss’s alter ego is still at home
(29)Actually, I’m just half way out of it right now
(30)But when I come home and lie down, I can’t breathe, so I just hang out
(31)I don’t think it’s real yet
(32)But I still hear those words around me
(33)Let’s wait and see. Let’s try a lot. Let’s live a good life
(34)Listening to those words, I’ve assimilated into autumn
(35)I wonder if it’s too easy to sell
(36)Before we got married, I went to three or four of my ex-wife’s stores
(37)In fact, I still believe that women eat men every time I go
(38)I’m going to burn it. I’m born with itThe two don’t match each otherI’ll kill you.
(39)I’ve said that many times
(40)GFRIEND was furious at that comment, but I was bitter
(41)I was smiling
(42)I guess he was right
(43)I just wrote it as if I was complaining, but it’s funny to ask if I did well or not
(44)It’s long. It’s just this guy
(45)You can curse at me. I’ll listen to you
(46)Thank you for reading it