Samsung Electronics employee blinds that his life seems ruined

(1)Bla bla bla for 3 hours
(2)I feel like my life is ruined
(3)33 years old this year. 34 years old next year
(4)Everyone around me gets married
(5)I don’t have a fling or an introduction, let alone a relationship
(6)Don’t you just take care of yourself and not take care of yourself
(7)People around me even say that I like men
(8)In my 5th year of employment, I collected only 1.1 billion won in cash
(9)I saved money well, but I ate about 7,000 won due to a stock investment failure
(10)I have to pay 1.6 billion won
(11)It’s money that can’t be cashed in anyway
(12)I’m really scared that I’ll get old and die like this
(13)When I wake up tomorrow, I want to end my life as it is

(1)I want to meet a new company, i_amGAY
(2)3 hours. Good. 69