I felt why I was unfaithful when I died before my parents

(1)If you die before your parents, you’ll know why you call it infidelity
(2)It’s on
(3)①Two hours ago
(4)I ran to the emergency room in a hurry because I had lower blood on the 21st and 5th day of twin pregnancy
(5)He told me to get hospitalized as soon as possible because the uterus opened 1cm and pull out the birth as much as possible so that the uterus won’t open any more
(6)So I was hospitalized in a hurry, and I watched the progress, and the next morning I checked and the uterus opened up to 2cm
(7)Even though I put in more medicine, it opened up to 3cm that evening, so I put in the maximum
(8)Eventually, I gave birth at dawn and put it in an incubator, but my lungs didn’t develop at all, so there was no way
(9)I said that I had hope that I could have survived until 24 weeks
(10)I couldn’t stand two weeks and a day, so why did I come out so fast;;;
(11)So at dawn, he pulled a green stacked cart to the morgue with him and pushed the beam in the morgue
(12)On a cart that looks like this
(13)I put it in the morgue in a package that said “first and second,” and it hurt me so much
(14)I moved to the funeral home office and agreed to do the body cremation, but I was so moved to tears
(15)I kept filling out the documents and stopped at the last place where I wrote my name. I haven’t even named it yet, so I left it blank
(16)I think the funeral home staff wrote a stillborn child I wrote two pictures because I’m twins
(17)I’ve never felt like this in my life, but I wonder if I’ll ever feel like a beggar this much in the future;;;
(18)When asked if the funeral staff would come the next day for makeup after completing and paying for the delegation agreement
(19)I couldn’t answer because I was so thirsty. I tried to soothe myself, asked my wife, and told her, “I’ll tell you.” I called my wife, but I couldn’t speak
(20)I barely asked, but my wife said she couldn’t go because she was hospitalized, so I wanted to go to the country, but I didn’t have the courage to go, so I asked for your kind cooperation
(21)I think I cried outside for 10 minutes
(22)My wife calmed down and was discharged from the hospital, but when she got home, she came home several times a day
(23)I’m crying, but I don’t know what to do
(24)I couldn’t hold the baby’s hand, I couldn’t see his face, and I couldn’t name him
(25)Even so, when a child who was raised with great care dies
(26)I wondered if it would hurt my feelings