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(1)Story of forced cohabitation and 18kg loss with a 19-year-old
(2)I went to the karaoke that I used to go to when I was 20 years old and sang alone
(3)The karaoke owner that I’ve been doing
(4)She said she doesn’t have a room and asked if she’d like to go into the whole room with her. She’s not a helper ^^
(5)I hesitated, but I thought this would be fun, so I said hello and had fun
(6)And I got a phone number exchanged with one of them and I went out with him
(7)I thought he was about the same age as me, but he’s actually 9 years older
(8)Still, you look younger than me
(9)Anyway, I started dating her, and she started obsessing about it because it was time for her to get married
(10)If you don’t answer the phone more than three times, you suspect you’re having an affair
(11)My parents were there, and I came home early in the morning and was acting out
(12)If you can’t stand it, you try to kill yourself
(13)Draw your wrist, take medicine, drink glue, and go to the hospital
(14)Every time I’m hospitalized, I feel guilty
(15)We meet again, break up with severe obsession and self-harm, and then self-harm
(16)He came home early in the morning with a knife and said he was going to die. I cried and thought about what should I do
(17)I asked her to break up, and she asked me to stay with her for 6 months
(18)My parents raised their hands and feet and eventually got permission and lived in the hotel room for 6 months
(19)Ask for more than 3 times daily even on menstrual days for 6 months
(20)Eventually, he lost 18kg in 6 months and entered the 40kg range
(21)They say that if you don’t do it more than three times a day, you don’t love them
(22)He smashed everything in the house, cried and drove me crazy
(23)And if you want others to know that you love yourself
(24)I open the window, too
(25)They want us to do it outdoors
(26)Sometimes when I go home, my mother and younger brother cry
(27)After living together for 6 months, I bought a house without looking back
(28)I got a call that I was taken to the hospital for self-inflicted injuries, but I never went back, and that’s how I joined the army
(29)I got goosebumps again when my mother said that chicken and pizza that I didn’t order at home would be delivered even when I was in the military
(30)When I was a private, my girlfriend was supposed to come to visit me on Sunday, but the day before, I heard that she came to visit me on Saturday
(31)I went to the visitation room and as soon as I got there, I fell down
(32)9 years older… How did you know
(33)I just wanted to go, but it’s a diary that I wrote since the day I went to the army
(34)They gave me that
(35)He lied that he couldn’t take it with him and tried to leave
(36)I was told to take this with me
(37)I reluctantly brought it back
(38)I was nervous in the bathroom when I saw the message on the paper
(39)And when I die, you’re supposed to sprinkle the bones
(40)I’m full of this
(41)After a month, 5 diaries will be delivered by courier
(42)And there was a convenient chapter. I was 9 years older than her
(43)My nephew was the same age as me, and he wrote a letter that he was 9 years old
(44)I’ll kill her if she catches my eye because her older sister is dead
(45)That was the letter
(46)I’m sorry, but I didn’t feel anything wrong with that letter
(47)I felt guilty, but I didn’t want to shake it anymore
(48)I saw her on the street a long time after she was discharged
(49)Oh, my
(50)Also, I was so obsessed with the border of the semi-financed area
(51)Oh, I’m sad I didn’t recognize you!
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