A man in his 40s who is heartbroken and can’t stand it

(1)48 and 21 really can’t
(2)Comments 195 Writing comments
(3)I have a 21-year-old female college student at my current job
(4)I’m only working 4 hours a night as a part-timer, but it’s been more than two months since we met
(5)I thought I was excited for someone for nearly 20 years and now that I’m older, I’m not excited for anyone
(6)But when I got to know her, I was sure that I could have a heart-beating love again, and I confessed my heart several times, but she doesn’t accept it. She said it’s because of the age gap
(7)The more I think about why I’m so sad and heartbroken, the more I feel about it, the more I feel like my heart is breaking and I can’t stand it