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(1)Sunday, July 31, 2022 Week 15 3
(2)Oh my gosh
(3)Ppieok, I think it’s really hard for you to come out in the world
(4)The world is too rough for my mother to raise by herself, so I’m afraid she can do well
(5)I went to the hospital with my dad, and Peeok was a man with a strong presence, so I was very happy to have Peeok, and I looked forward to it a lot, and I’ve been drawing a future with him, but now I don’t know what to do
(6)You know I love you a lot
(7)I wish my dad would visit the hospital later
(8)So that I can make an excuse
(9)I’m sorry, my pretty son Peeeok
(10)I want to let you see the light in the world, but it still breaks my heart and tears
(11)I’ve been thinking about Inna so much that I’ve got a headache
(12)Why is it so hard for my mom to make a family
(13)Please come to my mom’s next life. I’m selfish, but I’m really happy then
(14)I’m really sorry
(15)I’m sorry I didn’t keep my promise
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(1)I’m sorry
(2)cinnamoroll21132 minutes ago
(3)Add Neighbor
(4)Hello
(5)I’m DJ Yoo Hye
(6)Because of the person who mentioned me who was still, there are still malicious comments in my YouTube comments and in the community, cursing and criticizing me with words that I can’t say to myself
(7)The other person would never be able to talk as a woman or as a travel agent, so he didn’t even try to talk to me in the background, didn’t apologize properly, ignored me, and just ignored me until the end
(8)It was not a light topic, so it took a lot of thought and a lot of determination to write, but I was very skeptical because I showed ugly behavior until the endI’m sorry for causing concern to the fans
(9)I think it’s going to be a long story, so please understand
(10)I promise I’ll only tell you the truth, and I never exaggerated or made it upYou can reveal all the messages you sent back then
(11)M and I were lovers from December last year to the end of July this year
(12)This has happened since around April last year
(13)We’re lovers, but we’re in a relationship without contraception
(14)It started with the action of the person
(15)One day, he didn’t even tell me and made an excuseI was worried, so I seriously asked M what I would do if I got pregnant
(16)M frowned at me, saying, “I can’t do that. I can’t do that at once. Why don’t you tell me something that hasn’t even happened yet?”
(17)I had experience with M, and when I searched it, the probability was not high, so I thought it was okay and moved onIn May, my body condition was different from usual, and I felt severe cold and nauseous, so I thought it was strange, so I tested it and found two lines
(18)I’ve been trying it for a few days just in case, but it got darker and darker, so I told M
(19)It’s all of a sudden, so I think we need to talk a lot. I hope M doesn’t go on a two-day trip for men and women’s BJs in a little while I did it, but I kept goingWe had a big fight about itFrom the beginning of the play, my physical condition was a very heavy sleep, and my normal daily life was becoming more difficult, so I told them that my own body control was not good, but they didn’t even care
(20)A few days later, I visited the obstetrics and gynecology clinic and received a pregnancy certificate after confirming my pregnancy by ultrasoundWe both needed a lot of conversation and discussion because it was an unspeakable life, but M was always busy avoiding itWhen I saw him once a week or when he came to my house and watched him with me, he didn’t answer, and he handed it over every time under the pretext of thinking about itI didn’t want to bring up pregnancy I’ve also been in a position to mention since the last fight, and M, who had a son, regrets having a baby like a habit, and if we go back to the past, we would never have had a baby He’s been saying negative things like, “I don’t like him, I want to run away, I want to die,” and so on
(21)It kept me under pressure and mental stressSince this time, I have not been able to turn on the broadcast, and I have tried to turn it up once or twice a month to earn even a little living, but I often fall asleep while preparing because I fell asleep and my condition was very bad
(22)I think I’m getting forgotten by the fans, so my self-esteem has decreased
(23)YouTube also stopped because I couldn’t turn on the broadcast
(24)I have to put everything that I thought was precious
(25)Became.
(26)Even in that situation, my life is growing in my stomach
(27)I’m starting to get into a big position in the speed of sound
(28)I want you to see me grow and my heart beats through the ultrasound
(29)I thought you’d think about it. Let’s go to the hospital together
(30)That’s what I asked for
(31)But every time I go to the hospital with him, he sighs or his heart beats
(32)Even after hearing the sound, I want to run away because it’s hell when I’m born
(33)I don’t know if I’m going to let you pass it in a difficult way
(34)I didn’t
(35)Early pregnancy could put the baby in danger. Careful relationships
(36)I asked her to do it, but she tried to have sex harder
(37)Did.
(38)I tried it while I was sleeping, so I woke up
(39)I was surprised, angry, and angry, but I didn’t act like that until the end
(40)We’re continuing
(41)I think it’s a good idea to do that 7 times
(42)I think so
(43)What if it goes wrong? I cried and talked about it, but I wanted to make it again
(44)I said, “You can do it”
(45)At that time, the situation where he’s with me increases, and suddenly, sexual desire for sex
(46)I thought there would be a lot of Jin
(47)Once, when we talked on the phone, the game character said it was cute
(48)I showed it, but after sending the picture, my body changed
(49)I want to do my best to look at the character
(50)That’s not what you’re saying to a pregnant person
(51)It was a joke, saying, “Why do you take it so seriously when you get angry?”
(52)I was going to laugh
(53)Pregnancy causes depression, develops symptoms, makes your personality sensitive, and your body
(54)I’ve also started to make my body look more lively
(55)M has never been in a far-off state, so he’s not sure if he’s okay
(56)I’ve never even asked for wealth
(57)I feel sick because I’m in the middle of pregnancy. I’m tired
(58)Every time you do it, it’s kind of bad
(59)It’s weird because I’m weak It’s your problem. Take your medicine
(60)Or pretending you didn’t hear anything and just saying what you have to say
(61)It was an award
(62)I endured everything by myself You’re a baby in your stomach
(63)I was worried and cried a lot
(64)It was even harder because I couldn’t tell anyone
(65)Here we go
(66)Nevertheless, I make everything possible by looking at the baby growing up healthy
(67)I endured it
(68)He always acts like he forgets that he’s a man of his own
(69)I did.
(70)When I smoked outside in the pool and acted in the most difficult way, I felt like I was standing right in front of me
(71)It’s in front of Boo
(72)A few ridiculous, even pregnant women
(73)I’d recommend you to drink at a beef restaurant
(74)It was here.
(75)I’m crazy. I used to be your ex-wife, and I smoke pears
(76)He smiled as if he was drunk
(77)I take an ultrasound around the first week because it’s frustrating every day
(78)Open it and ask them to answer your opinion seriously
(79)I saw it
(80)Only then did M tell me how about erasing the child
(81)I hope that I became a precious person by then, and I think I’m going to cry nowBut it’s because I’m always on negative comments, so I’m energized
(82)He said he was angry
(83)Ryeo
(84)I couldn’t decide on my own
(85)I thought about everything, so after a lot of consideration, I John the person’s opinion
(86)I decided to do it seriously But I want to do what you want
(87)If you’re looking for a hospital yourself
(88)He said, “I know.” But he has been focusing on his broadcasts and games for more than two weeks and hasn’t even tried to look into his illness. I was late and asked for help
(89)It’s a shark that’s growing
(90)I thought about it and thought about it over and over again
(91)He’s a baby in ethics, and he’s a big boy now
(92)You think it’s a good thing to be wrong
(93)They coaxed me into giving birth
(94)After my father’s persuasion, I’m afraid of the changes in the tone that Keiser also suffers, but I can protect him, but from then on, M
(95)I was happy to see that you had a heart, and I’m expecting you to give birth every time I have a little belly
(96)an innocent letter
(97)Force
(98)It’s scary since I started a lotHe’s going to come, so I’m going to tell him to hang in there, so I’m going to hang in thereI was ashamed that the fact that I said I would give birth to a child was a sinner, and suddenly, M, who came to my house, said, “I need a stroke without him.” M, who went to his bathroom, suddenly cried loudly and slept, and everyone wanted to stop crying
(99)I will continue to give birth
(100)I would’ve put the blame on him
(101)Because it wasn’t far away
(102)I was in a position where I could tell
(103)wife
(104)You took a break
(105)I had an upset stomach and killed him
(106)Is that so
(107)Mortar Hwangs was desperate, so he said yes, let’s go to the hospital, and in less than two seconds, he stopped crying, and because he didn’t understand, he went to see his sons and said he didn’t want to talk to them the next day, M changed his mindI was so angry that I told people about the situation, but I couldn’t tell them because I was scared and lacked courageSince then, I told him that I would record him saying that I lost trust in M, who keeps changing his words and actionsI was worried about the reason
(108)But
(109)Horse
(110)Do it
(111)Blame it
(112)the end of
(113)Direct M
(114)He got angry and asked me to contact M’s uncle directly, but he never gave me his parents’ contact addressIf you’ve been under constant stress from this behavior by the Lecheranhaengdae, and you want to erase your desire for desperation because it’s such a difficult situation for you to do it alone, you’ll have to wait until the 16th week of your illness Although it was requested to do the broadcast, it increased to more than 12 hours on average, and he talked about the number of diseases that came out immediately when he searched, and asked how it was, and he only did his job againIn the end, I was looking for a hospital to take out the hospital for about three days, and I said, “If I can’t find the hospital, it’s okay. I can erase it by 24 weeks.” When the baby grew up, he said that he felt all sick, so he got angry and was doing his father’s broadcast again
(115)”Ver”
(116)As
(117)What
(118)to
(119)We had a fight
(120)I got a consultation from the hospital and set a date for surgery, but when I checked it with ultrasound, I saw my big face, and I was crying, and I couldn’t give up, and every time I said, I sighed and got annoyed, and I had to go to the BJs, game appointments and my ex-wifeThere were a couple of situations like thisI was a big fan of M, but I knew that I had failed once, and I knew that my son had been on a negative journey, so I felt a sense of humor, but I felt more reluctant to let him go even though it was a time when I felt the mood
(121)the lead of sound
(122)the sun
(123)When I visited the hospital for the last time, I asked the nurse to persuade me, and she said she would cry alone because she thought she couldn’t erase meThen, I told the nurse that I would like to talk to her again, and she said that she wanted to see her for a day or two like an interview negotiation ticket and that she never wanted to raise her And he said it’s good to be freeMy father was so stubborn that when I said M’s position was so stubborn that he had a hard time stopping him alone, and he had a sad experience of sending me to a nursery school, so I had the courage to cry out for a baby, so I said I would not take care of M and my babyEven if I can’t work because I have to go to the military, M’s son and my baby will be so pretty. I told him that I would make all the money I need to raise him on YouTube, and I wanted to give birth to him courageouslyAt that time, it was known that she was supposed to have a baby because she said okay, but she was in a hurry to do the broadcast and went to do the broadcast. The words kept changing, and the quarrel continued
(124)raised by
(125)Outside
(126)with joy
(127)It’s
(128)At this time, we had a meal together at a Dakgalbi restaurant, and I thought, “I should bring a side dish.” I looked at the self bar and sighed again, saying, “It’s frustrating. How are you going to live together?”I expressed with my whole body that I didn’t want to live, so I ate my first meal with my body for 17 weeks, but I was so miserable and couldn’t eat because I was a pregnant woman, so I said I wanted to have a baby, so I told him to convince me why He didn’t even think it was his own child
(129)I did
(130)Tears
(131)That’s what happened. If I hated it so much, I shouldn’t have influenced myself and told him right away. It was a big responsibility, but I didn’t want to make it, but I didn’t want to make it He asked me how I could live with him when we don’t have the same values. He told me to give birth to him and send it to himI wanted to save the situation, so I didn’t want to be disturbed during my pregnancy, so I wanted you to let her have itArthur was the one who gave me money to smell the baby because I didn’t want to see it. I’m speechless because of the meat That’s what I thoughtWhen I became adamant that I would insist on giving birth to 20 weeks, I didn’t even reply and since then, I’ve lost contact with him for a weekI didn’t answer it on purpose, and I tried to find a way by looking for a house where I was searching for a house with a black sword at the center of the single mother who wanted to raise it by herself in a situation where only tears came out
(132)without
(133)gold
(134)24 o’clock
(135)When I avoided contacting him, he took me to the wrong number, so I talked about crying every time I talked about the situation, but I changed it and changed it, so I’m angry He treated me like a psychopathI said random things while I was drunk, and I acted ridiculously
(136)I’ve seen the haehwa, but I don’t want to die, and I want to talk to them
(137)Then, the next day, his mother’s mother’s mother’s mother and god flashed up I didn’t do well at 180 degreesOf course I didn’t believe itHe came back to that house, pretended to be depressed, and kept me in a mess for days, even if I stayed there all dayI don’t think I can raise a baby with him because I feel sorry for my son
(138)I did it, but I suddenly acted like a politician
(139)hee
(140)Born
(141)When asked what would happen if Ko Yo-je gave birth, he said, “I’m going to run away, and I’ll work a night like a tiger,” and said several times that it would be ambiguous between Uul-ri, and he was pressuredI didn’t want this person to fall asleep because of the situation where I like him a lot. He’s too stubbornI had to choose between baby and M. It was so hard that I wondered if there would be hope if I talked directly to this person’s mother, so I took the courage to make a meeting with M’s motherKi-ha, however, has been talking for more than two hours, unlike the expected situation, and even if she gives birth unexpectedly, she is not blessed Don’t you feel sorry for M’s son now? He hasn’t even finished his divorce. He can’t even go properly. Why do you like our son? If you were my daughter, you would have taken him to the hospital
(142)La
(143)My son said it was wrong to have a strong operation, but he said it was the only thing left to doLike this, I said that I lived with M’s son and saw him pregnant, but if he forced me to do it, he asked if M would be happy, and there was no way, so if I gave birth to him, they refused, they said they could only give child support if they gave birth, and they couldn’t raise him or anything elseI’ve come a long wayThere was no hope, standing on the edge of a cliff
(144)The choice is your country
(145)I want to keep running away You’ll be a stranger if you’ I think I’m going to feel sorry for my baby and me, so I cry every day to the point where I get headaches hundreds and thousands of times, and at 22 weeks, he goes to his parents’ house to see his son even the day before the day before the surgery that I decided to do
(146)But I was told that I was going to drink with my friend in the evening, and that I was outside until the afternoon the day before the surgery, and that I lied to me about sleeping and went out to drink and met a girl and went to CheongdamI haven’t been able to contact you for more than 17 hoursIt’s because I’m tired from looking at my son like a fool
(147)Heh
(148)day
(149)That’s what I did it
(150)Even though I said that I wasn’t a real person, I didI became determined when I saw him do things that were not good enough
(151)After the abortions, I went out for a few days and lied so much that I couldn’t stand it even after two weeks of lying, and I tried to have sex, so I just drank even when I was bleeding and inflamed
(152)I did
(153)When he showed me the proof that he sent the baby with his makeup on, he didn’t even pretend to be sad, saying, “That’s up to Dorado
(154)He pretended to blame himself, promised to do vasectomy, and said he couldn’t because he was scared, so he told me to do whatever I wantedI told my acquaintances about my behavior to the doctor I was pregnant with, and they told me to go to a mental hospital because I had a problem, so I went to counseling together because I had depression after pregnancyThen M won’t go until the end and won’t go anymore because it doesn’t help I did. I had to go to dermatology and obstetrics and gynecology to recover after surgery, but I never went with himOf course, I haven’t recovered, and I had to take care of myself because I was born, but I’ve never taken care of myself properly, and my skin has gotten very bad, my hormones haven’t returned to normal, so my uterus is in bad shape every time, and even if I overdo it, I’m lying down the next daySo, we haven’t been able to broadcast properly until now, and last year’s Im-Mutile has been stopped I’ve never asked or worried about my health
(155)dirty
(156)the appearance of a middleman
(157)a new point of view
(158)I thought he was the only one who acted like thisI liked it a lot and I think I tried to endure a lot of body weight because I was like a one-do idiotIt’s too much, but I regret choosing him so farI will atone for the rest of my life
(159)M always tells me that you always think by yourself and judge by yourself I told him not to do thatHe says he can’t lie and hates lying. He’s always liedThe reason why we broke up was that M secretly contacted his female colleague S, and when I questioned him, he contacted me saying, “What did you do?” He avoided it, so we broke up because he didn’t like to be angry
(160)After the breakup, there was a story about M, who was consulting with a fellow Bizet friend, and a few months ago, S told his Bizet friend that he was having a fling with M
(161)I heard that. That was when M and I were dating, and I was shocked and called S personally to talk to S for confirmationFirst of all, M has been on her co-worker’s broadcast five or six times since the end of May, when I was in the early stages of my pregnancy, and she has expressed her feelingsI was a person who ignored even when I had severe morning sickness and my body was falling asleep out of controlHe came into the show and kept watching itYou two called each other every time and asked for a wake-up call, and this was a testimony from a friend of BJ’s that prevented him from lyingI heard you bragged about meeting him at the exorcism party and drinking with him until the morning I didn’t even mention S. Lies
(162)M, of course, to me
(163)That’s what I did
(164)When I heard from S, there was a lot of contradiction, but before we met, they had already talked on the phone
(165)That’s what happened
(166)S told a lie without a winkHe said he didn’t contact him right away, and he didn’t know he had a girlfriend, and he believed it, and he even apologized because he thought S was a victimI asked him again through a close acquaintance, and he said he couldn’t have not heard that he had told me he was real, and he said firmly, and it seemed that the two of them had made a mistakeBJ’s friend wanted to ask me about this instead, but he said he would contact me directly and gave me his number, so I waited, but he didn’t contact meI was angry and asked him why he didn’t contact me, but he ignored me. I heard that he was sure that I wouldn’t be able to talk, and he said he was going to come back because he wasn’t nervous
(167)GFRIEND
(168)He said he’d sue me if I spread it to him He says he didn’t give S.I.E. to say he didn’t do anything wrong because he didn’t give him his heart
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(170)Two weeks before we broke up, I had a really bad experienceFirst of all, I’m sorry that I had to tell you because of the mental pain caused by so much ridicule and insult on YouTube and the commu
(171)It was so big that there was an article, and a stalker came with a knife and a poison pill, threatened with assault, threatened with murder I almost died
(172)I managed to get out safely, but I couldn’t even report it because I was afraid of retaliation At first, I managed to tell my father, then I called the police, and I made a statement or examination at a related hospitalI called M crying in the middle of the call, but he didn’t listen to me well and he said like, “Why are you staying still?” So I said, “I’m at the hospital.” And he said he would come, let alone worry about calling me later because of the test, but he didn’t even do itI heard that as soon as he hung up, he played a gun game called Sudden AttackAnd I was smiling while doing the broadcast. I was upset, but I couldn’t make it obviousI couldn’t go home because I was scared and was sleeping outside, so I sent a message that I was sad, but I ignored it and sent a message that I had to eat. Two or three days later, M came to my house. My body was still dozens of wounds and bruises, and my mind
(173)I was in a situation where I was shocked, but I couldn’t control my needs while I was sleeping, and I tried to resolve my sexual desireLater, I asked if this was right, and he knew it, but he couldn’t stop wanting it He said with a smileEven though I met Lee Ji-kyung, I was a fool, but I had no choice because I was so affectionateI wrote down the number of true storiesI’ve never done this before, except when M’s mother said something to M when she was pregnant
(174)I was sleeping wrong because I heard the shocking news that M had just heard, but I couldn’t refuse because the streamer official said he was in a hurry to come. The reason why M made a sniping remark to me was Hedy, who suffered more because she was a woman Even if I don’t want to see him in court, I have to keep seeing him, but I was under pressure to sue himI’m talking about what happened, and I’m talking about my pregnancy with a ridiculous shield, but M said he was scared of his son when he didn’t know in detail how to force an abortion
(175)He said he didn’t come when he was ghost-talked, because he was afraid that people would know he was meeting, and the article came out about three days ago, and he told me that he gave me an excuse that didn’t make senseThey said they were different and asked me to have a lion-face-to-face meeting
(176)They said they couldn’t sleep today because they were so tired because they couldn’t sleep It’s almost midnightIt doesn’t make sense to have a conversation or listenI thought so and I said only verifiable facts, and I just came out
(177)Ten minutes after I told M about the relationship, he pretended to apologize and made me embarrassed by a post on the Internet, asking if Nero was like that or if he was a person around meI didn’t even care if there was such a thing. I didn’t know
(178)M himself told me that he had told me about his own criminal, but he asked me to tell him if I had any evidence, so I was worried and tried to solve it, but he was ignored. He mocked me and cursed me as a psychopathOf course, they ignored it, saying it had no legal effectI’ve done a couple of things that I’ve done a few things
(179)It’s not an easy story to tell, and it’s true that I’m afraidI’ve been working as a broadcaster, and I’ve had a lot of gossip about my stories, which has given me a lot of mental strength
(180)I also think carefully and over and over again I don’t think this is right
(181)That’s why I’m telling you
(182)I’m sorry to tell you something bad
(183)Once again, I’m sorry
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