My mom died when I was 20

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(3)My mom died when I was 20
(4)If you’ve been in the hospital for a long time before you died of cancer, and you’ve been in the hospital for a long time, and I think you know your mom’s gonna die soon
(5)But not long before my mom died, I really wanted to eat omurice that my mom made. Since my mom was in the hospital, it’s been a long time since I ate my mom’s food, and I really liked omurice that my mom made
(6)But my mom didn’t cook it for me, so I had to endure it. I held it in, but I really wanted to eat it so much that I thought of omurice several times a day
(7)So at first, I just wanted to eat omurice I thought, “Why can’t I eat omurice because my mom is sick? Why can’t I even smell omurice when my mom dies?” I thought, “I want to eat omurice until I die for the rest of my life.” I thought it was mean, but that’s all I went to my mom and begged her after the rest of my part-time job
(8)Mom, I want to eat omurice that my mom madePaprika and radish kimchiMom, I can’t do that. Please do that when you get home~~~ I begged him like this way
(9)”I want to eat my youngest daughter’s omurice. Should I cook it for you at home?” Of course, at home
(10)She couldn’t make it. She was just saying it
(11)My sister was next to me, and my mom and I were like, “Ha!”
(12)When I heard that, they said, “You can buy omu rice.” Why do you have to ask your mom to cook it? Why do you have to ignore it when the older one acts like a baby? Why do you accept it? But suddenly, I got really emotional and cried. My sister is 12 years older than me
(13)You ate my mom’s food for 12 years longer than I did
(14)She was looking down and crying
(15)What did you do well and cry? My mom was like, “Why are you making me cry?”
(16)I suddenly got so excited. What’s that big of omurice
(17)”I know you’re going to get hurt, but why are you going to die?” “I can’t eat my mom’s food until I die.” “I’m only 20 years old. I can’t eat my mom’s food until I die.” “What do you know? I’m going to eat my mom’s food for 12 years. I’m going to die.”
(18)I was just sad
(19)I don’t care if you’re hurt. I’m the only one who can do it
(20)I was the only one who was sad. At that time, the weight of your heart
(21)I didn’t even imagine that. I’m not the only one who’s having a hard time
(22)You must have had a hard time. Because I’m the youngest
(23)I thought it would be the saddest and hardest
(24)I can only hear her rapping
(25)I woke up and went out of the hospital room
(26)Come to think of it, I think you went out to cry, too
(27)I was sniffling for a long time and I just looked at my mom
(28)But my mom must have cried more than me. Her eyes are red
(29)It’s soggy. It’s soggy. It’s
(30)What did my mom say after looking at me for a long time
(31)If it was “I’m sorry” from Myeon’s mom, I’ll stop here
(32)It’s okay to listen to your mom. You can do it
(33)I would’ve said, “Mom doesn’t know how I feel.”
(34)Anyway, my mom wanted to know how to make omurice
(35)I compromised on giving it to him
(36)I couldn’t even eat omurice because I thought of my mom for years
(37)I tried it not too long ago. It’s so good
(38)There wasn’t[Laughing]
(39)I really want to eat omurice that my mom gave me
(40)I just thought about it
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