My wife cheated on me with a co-worker

(1)Married for 16 hours Samsung Display
(2)My wife has nothing to worry about
(3)My family is a double-income family with two half-hearted children
(4)My wife returned to work in March of this year, so I sent flowers and gave her a present to cheer her up
(5)She cheated on me with the teacher next to the same school
(6)I usually drive around on a picnic day in May, but Mr. Nam, who is 10 minutes away from the picnic site, comes to pick me up. I was upset, so I told him to drive on the picnic morning, but he didn’t have to
(7)Recently, I drank a lot and came home late. I turned on the radar because I on radar
(8)I work overtime after about a weekAnd then the car was somewhere else than school
(9)I found it standing in and my car was searched in gps for where is it
(10)I searched for evidence and asked, and he confessed
(11)He said he was working overtime, but he changed to a male car in a remote parking lot near the school and showed up an hour and a half later
(12)I bought water from a convenience store and sat in the car and talked
(13)It’s true that we had good feelings for each other, but we didn’t sleep
(14)No man would believe this
(15)I screamed to get a stamp because it exploded, and thought of the kids, so I talked to him on the phone, wrote a memorandum, and never talked to him again. I held it in until now, saying that I wouldn’t join the company dinner
(16)Anyone who has experienced it knows, but after that, whatever my wife says, I’m always suspicious of her, and whatever I say, I think of her face
(17)But I decided to do well, so I couldn’t tell my friends about it and went on a business trip from May to December
(18)It was so hard and painful at first, but I just held it in

(1)The problem is, I endured it well yesterday
(2)Yesterday, my wife brought a laptop to work from home
(3)I suddenly got curious. I think my wife changed. It’s okay now
(4)I guess I gained confidence
(5)I saw a messenger that teachers use
(6)I saw a note talking to him in a friendly way
(7)From June, a week after I was cheated on in May
(8)We’re going to talk informally and talk about other things besides work
(9)I had a hard time over the weekend talking about drinking coffee so that I wouldn’t get caught
(10)We sometimes argue that it’s not normal to talk about everything
(11)What should I do
(12)i빡I’m angry, but my mother-in-law is at home, so I’m going crazy if I hold it in
(13)There are people who think that it’s possible with close colleagues
(14)It doesn’t matter if you slept with him or notI don’t know
(15)The reason I’m angry is because
(16)You said you wouldn’t even talk to him when you wrote a memorandum in May
(17)When I asked you sometimes, you told me you weren’t talking to me, and you ignored me and kept doing the same thing as if nothing had happened with him
(18)I’ve been struggling and overcoming it for seven months, and I thought I’d be all right now, but I think I’m the only one who did it Even the faith that was saved through CPR has been completely destroyed
(19)How can I trust a woman like this
(20)I’m going crazy. What should I do
(21)I’m going to talk about this with my wife over the weekend, but I’m afraid I’ll flip my eyes
(22)I’m scared
(23)It’s hard for a man to get custody of two kids when he’s divorced
(24)But I kept living and my faith was shattered
(25)Or let’s live freely. I’ll fight against you
(26)gb I don’t know what to doAm I too much of an ㅅ같은