I’m suffering from the guilt of bullying.

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(3)Hello, I’m a college student in my 20s.
(4)There was a time when I bullied my friend when I was in 7th grade.
(5)That’s been bothering me for over 10 years now.
(6)Every time I sleep, I think about it.
(7)It’s the first time we got close in middle school.
(8)We were so close to each other for more than a semester, so we took classes every day.
(9)If there’s a team project, we always do it together and even during break time, I just play with that friend.
(10)But at the time, I was interested in decorating, so I had so many friends who liked me. They all liked me and went back to the center of me.
(11)I don’t know why I did that, but at some point, I got drunk with a sense of superiority and bullied him, told his friends and close friends not to play with him, and cursed with my cell phone every day.
(12)I don’t know why. Really, me too.
(13)That’s why he went to school alone every day, probably until he graduated.

(1)After graduating from high school, I became a college student, and I escaped bullying, but I stopped him.
(2)Because of something else, I thought I’d go into Facebook dozens of times a day and apologize.
(3)When I saw the pictures of me smiling with my friends while traveling, I couldn’t apologize because they might suffer again because of me.
(4)After reading the comments, I think it’s better for her if I don’t contact her. Every
(5)I’m trying to live with a heart of work.
(6)I’m sorry once again for those who were offended by me.
(7)I think I’ve had enough of that.
(8)Now I think he’s forgotten me.
(9)I’m trying to shake off my guilt and become a new person.
(10)Thank you so much!

(1)But when I thought about it after I got older in high school, I was so sorry to him.
(2)And I wondered why I did it, and I was really going crazy. Every night I thought of it, I was so sorry, I wanted to apologize, and I banged my head. I was so sorry that I thought about it every night even when I became in my 20s.It’s me. I’m so depressed about the guilt. I want to apologize, but I shouldn’t have done that.
(3)I think I only remember bad memories to that friend.
(4)What should I do? I’m suffering from guilt.
(5)As I read each comment, I realized once again how much I did wrong to her. I’m so sorry for those who might have felt uncomfortable while reading the comments.
(6)After graduating from middle school, I went up to high school, and I became an outcast like a lie from the second semester of the first grade. I’m sure they’ll pay back.
(7)I’ve heard them treating me like I’m invisible, not trying to get me into a group, but cursing me behind my back.
(8)I pretended to sleep every day because I didn’t have any friends during break time, and I pretended to go eat with no friends, hid in the bathroom, and went to school every day was hell. I told my parents not to come to my graduation ceremony because I didn’t have any friends.
(9)The more I went through this, the more I remembered what I did to him in middle school. I felt guilty and wanted to die every day, thinking that it must have been harder for him to go through this in middle school when he was younger, and that he would have suffered like me every day.
(10)After graduating from high school, I became a college student, and I was free from bullying, but I thought I would go to Facebook dozens of times a day and apologize because of what I did to him.

(1)Maple ○○○○ 20200325 1353
(2)You have to be sorry, you have to be sorry, you have nightmares, you have to apologize to him, you don’t have to ask him, you hear him swear, and then you’ve done something you should be sorry for.
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(4)No matter how much I cry, kneel, and apologize, the victim can only see that I’m apologizing to make her feel comfortable.
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(6)Live your life with a strong sense of retribution.