the grievances of a woman who married for money only.

(1)It’s just like the title. You might feel repulsed because it’s straightforward, but my husband…
(2)I hate being involved with you and I’m disgusted. There are a lot of reasons, but when I see my husband upset about not having a relationship and complaining about it, I feel more down and pitiful. I know he’s trying to get me delicious food, massage me, and I know he’s trying hard, but it’s gross and disgusting to see him trying to relieve his sexual desire. The reason why I don’t want to do it is because…
(3)1. Ugly.
(4)He’s my husband, but he’s really ugly. It’s more than ugly. It’s ugly. It’s ugly. I was surprised to see you put down your mask to drink coffee.
(5)Size 2 is small
(6)I didn’t measure it with a ruler, but I think it’s around 10cm. I took off my clothes for the first time when I was newlyweds, and it was amazing. I’ve gained weight, so my thighs are thick and my fur is fluffy, and there’s a piece of fat the size of a finger in between. I can’t feel anything compared to my ex-boyfriends.
(7)3 No Whaling
(8)The smell is the basic. When I take a shower, I make them check whether I wash properly or not. I think I’m trying hard to wipe it off, but why do I keep smelling? I think I’ll get jealous if I don’t have a condom, but these days, I keep saying that I want to do it without a condom.
(9)4. Too much sexual desire.
(10)It’s written above, but when I see my husband clinging to his sexual desire, I actually don’t want to do it anymore, because he’s definitely brought the economic bloc on condition that he’s been involved a few times. Since he’s running out of money, he’s learning massages on YouTube and touching them, but I hate them to the point where I get goosebumps.
(11)Has anyone experienced anything like me? I’ve never experienced any of those three situations in a relationship, so how does my husband have them all? I thought sex was really good until I got married, but I lost one of my pleasures. I’m sorry if I got married because I’m too economical and personality-wise. Would I rather gain weight? Then you wouldn’t want to do it with me.
(12)I feel so miserable and sorry for having to live with a guy like that forever. I’m getting goosebumps thinking about rubbing my hands after work.What’s the best way to say no? (T)