I want to give up my adopted son.

(1)I want to give up my adopted and raised middle school student son.jpg
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(3)I’m just complaining here.
(4)I’m writing with reference to my diary. Please read it until the end and give me advice.
(5)I adopted a baby 15 years ago, a housewife in her late 40s.
(6)When I first met the baby, I looked at him as if I was possessed because he was so pretty.
(7)”My husband, my family, and my in-laws are so pretty,” he said, welcoming us with open arms. My family lived without envy. Education, food, shelter, shopping, etc. There was no problem so far.
(8)But the child changed strangely as soon as he entered middle school.
(9)My school uniform smells like cigarette perfume and my words and actions are very rough.
(10)I lost and came home late.
(11)It’s because you’re in puberty. I’ll take good care of you.
(12)My husband and I paid as much attention as our biological parents, but the school called the disciplinary committee’s parent summons four times, ironically, we don’t go to police stations or courts.
(13)I’m glad I did. No. 4 was officially called in, and most of them got a call from the victim’s parents due to damage or extortion, and they agreed not to make it a big deal, but this is also…
(14)I’m getting tired. I don’t know why or when it started. My husband seems strangely tired, too. Social life is also difficult, but one day I didn’t come home. No matter how many times I text you, I don’t
(15)I thought he hit it. I found out that he didn’t want to go home, so he spent a day at a convenience store.
(16)I asked the part-timer at the convenience store and he said yes.
(17)I think my husband and I are not mentally normal, so we caught me and went to the psychiatrist. Depression, to put it simply, depression.
(18)I think I also have panic disorder. Phone sounds, children’s voices, loud voices, people’s palms get cold when they see people outside. Now let’s think about the cause. It was my child. For a moment, the thought that came to mind of my husband and I was breaking up.
(19)But soon I got serious. Yes, other couples suffer the same way.We don’t have to make this decision alone, but we decided to take responsibility from the time we adopted to the end and raise them with love.
(20)I got a phone call for that too. The reason is that the child filmed illegally in the school bathroom. For a moment, my head was cold and my throat was throbbing. My kid didn’t want to do that, but he must have made the wrong friend.
(21)Tens of thousands of thoughts crossed my mind on my way to school. A disciplinary committee was held and forced to transfer schools.I went to the women’s restroom before the 4th class and filmed it during lunch time. Did we misteach home education?
(22)Even if I constantly ask the child if there was an opportunity, I can’t tell myself or my husband. After all that effort, I grew up into the kind I detest. I don’t know if that’s what I was born with.
(23)I feel endless depression. I don’t want to meet anyone, the empty house is in vain, and I’m scared to look into my phone. For a moment, the word Paiyang was fascinating. I don’t think I need any kids. He’s not even my own child.
(24)We don’t have to suffer this much. We want to start all over again.The child doesn’t know that he’s adopted. The moment he knows, he’s afraid that he’ll go out of his way, and the moment he’s disbanded, he feels like he’ll get hurt, but it’s too hard. I want to leave everything behind. I consulted with my husband.
(25)I’ll give you a chance to let you know whether to abandon your child or not. It’s adolescence, so you’ll be fine after you pass it. I’m comforted, but I’m not fine. No matter how much I take medicine or consultation, I’m lethargic and constantly.
(26)I have a headache without it. My stomach hurts.
(27)That’s the same for my husband. He’ll swear if he sees me.
(28)After all, do we have to endure it? It’s just that tomorrow doesn’t come.
(29)I wish I could disappear.
(30)Thank you for reading this long comment.
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(32)When I woke up in the morning, there were so many comments. Thank you for your advice. There are a lot of articles about environmental heredity, so I read and learned a lot of books about parenting with my husband while preparing for adoption. Phil
(33)I was disciplined and beaten when I needed to. Sometimes, I was so happy that I forgot everything I said I love you. It wasn’t just the environment I grew up in that I grew up in.
(34)You can’t ignore the fact that you raised him for 15 years just because you’re breaking up now.
(35)It’s really complicated to have two feelings of depression, compassion, and resentment of our couple at the same time. The three of us will hold hands and discuss it.
(36)Prize
(37)I spoke to the child carefully to receive it. a place like this
(38)He refused to go away. And after much thought, did you tell the truth?
(39)I’ll give all of you a year of birth and our condition.of
(40)Got counseling twice a week at the school where I transferred my curfew.
(41)So I tried to get a promise not to cause any trouble. The kid is sleeping.
(42)They tell us not to do it because it’s dirty, but if we’re doing it,
(43)I had a hearty meal.
(44)I’m going to endure it for a year, thinking he’s my real child.
(45)It’s hard now, but it’s different when you look at the process of changing.
(46)Don’t be so proud of yourself. I’ll give you a year’s grace period.
(47)I asked you to cheer me up. I raised you with love, and now Sarin.
(48)I don’t want to give up on LINE because I love you.
(49)I’m shocked that I’m considering the last-ditch.
(50)We didn’t say anything for three of us. Get some fresh air and come in.
(51)I’ll judge if you keep your curfew by keeping your pocket money.
(52)I did. I’ve been through a lot of pollution, but it’s my first time with my parents.
(53)There’s been a lot of different laws, and they’ve been devastating to the kid.
(54)There’s no answer, but this was our best. Thank you.