I can’t eat because I feel guilty.
In May this year, there was a dog who was 13 years old and lived with me.I didn’t eat a lot of dog food even before the full moon, so I gave him this and that.
If you support meat or boiled eggs with your hands, you can drink a little bit. You have to support water with your hands.
I used to get sick a few times before, but if I take good care of my food, I’ll get better, so I thought I’d get better if I take good care of him this time.
That day, I tried to feed the dog, spread it out in the living room, close the door, and enter the room, but the dog kept trying to follow me. So I made a wall with things near my seat so that they wouldn’t follow me.
And I closed the door, watched videos, and slept with my stomach.But the next day, I saw that the puppy was stiff and dead.
I can’t leave the thought that he was doing the stomach when he was dying.I’m going crazy because of my guilt. I can’t say this anywhere else. This is already 10 days ago.
shivering