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When did my father
Due to the bankruptcy of the country called ‘IMF’
If operated by an individual, the factory
There is no way to get it right.
“You have to raise your family,” he said.
‘You should become a doctor’
If you are in the 4th or 5th grade of elementary school,
He said things like that.
Because I knew early on about the poverty of my family.
When I was in middle school, I studied a little harder.
When I was in high school, I went to boarding school,
As a 3-year high school scholarship student
And on the condition that dormitory fees are exempted.
I entered a small high school in the countryside.
Enough to apply to universities in the Seoul area
My grades are poor
As far as what I can do
I thought it was a really good score. however
My father has been frustrated ever since.
Just drink alcohol every day
“Father, don’t live like this and
“Let’s go for a health checkup with me,” he said.
Go for a health checkup at the hospital
I collapsed. In front of me…
And it goes back in 6 days.
In the end, the result is my father’s last hope.
I witnessed ‘frustration’
“What should I become now?”
I even lost my dream
When I handed my college entrance exam report card to my father
My father’s frustration keeps coming up in the story.
Feeling so guilty all my life
I’m living now
How should I live with my father?
I wonder if I can escape the guilt
Why did my father tell me
You made me dream like that
Jenon’s father Hanteo
9Ds
What is non-existent? monk
The questioner is a father who told him from the time he was a child to go to medical school and raise a family.
Suffering from the pressure of
After failing to enter medical school, his father died from the shock, and he became a child.
I suffer from guilt for killing my budget.
To get advice on how to live, I came to a Buddhist monk and asked him questions.

I heard the questioner talking now.
[It’s like a snail.
I was watching it thinking I was just going to tell the obvious, but this is it.
I heard someone else’s first words
‘Even if the monk is like this, is he still a team?’ I don’t have any thoughts and from now on, let’s focus on the team.
Questioner: I’m going to drink soon.
Because the questioner is now full of resentment,
how should i live
Jimor
because
In the end, a little bit
It’s getting frustrating
If you wander
Put a drink in your mouth
Then you go to Alu addiction.
Like my father, he suffers from cirrhosis of the liver.
Because my father also experienced frustration like the questioner.
how to live
scale
So
I drank so much and put my hopes up for my son.
I lived like that again and again
So, the father’s karma is to the questioner,
It’s coming down like this, like a family history.
If you don’t want to live like that
Now the questioner |
How to escape from parental karma
I have to go, they say so_
Afterwards, the monk asked the young man a few questions.
I am not 30 years old (as of 2018) and I quit working at a company and went into public service.
He said he was preparing for the exam.
What is the competition rate for civil servant exams?
It’s a big deal
Chance of passing is 0
Is it high?
If you think you’ll fail
It hasn’t even started.
That’s the only way to do it, like my father.
‘Fail’
‘If it’s the same, it won’t even start’
My father never did anything while doing business.
Because I didn’t think I would fail
That’s the conclusion I came to.
It could be a failure.
Even if you’re in a relationship, you can fail
Even if you do business, you will fail
There is
You can fail even on the first day of the test.
If you buy stocks, the price will fall
There is
If you buy a lottery ticket, our store may not sell it.
so month
There is life,
‘I never fail!
If you listen to the conversation right away,
It’s already going that way
In words
First, I didn’t kill my father.
Tell your father to die
Not even
He drank alcohol and his father died.
So it has nothing to do with the questioner.
But it has nothing to do with it
The questioner connected
Because I think, “I’m no good father.”
That’s the first wrong idea.
And from father to child
‘You should become a doctor.
so
“Let’s build up the family in the future.”
You can say this
Then you can go that way
If the questioner thinks it is not correct,
You may not have to go that route.
The questioner is not the slave of his parents.
Because the questioner is a ‘free person’
(Monk Hu is explaining the story of when he decided to become a monk.
Then, when I am a monk, when a monk is a monk,
Do you think my parents will approve?
(Asker) Yes
I think it will come.
But at least if I have to go this route
My parents brought me medicine
Even if I threaten to eat it and say it’s deep,
Because that’s your parents’ life.
Whether you die or live
It’s up to you (audience laughs)
If you return to Jajawon Dori,
Funerals are a treat (audience laughs)
This is the only way to go down this path.
No matter what your father is, that’s his life
The questioner has to go about his own life.
The questioner
The story goes that my father keeps appearing in my dreams.

(Questioner) Actually, while preparing for civil service,
I once had a deep dream
I want to become a poet once.
I’m currently doing it,
Because my father keeps appearing in my dreams…
When your father appears in a dream
I was dreaming of a dog and that’s it (Questioner)
audience laughs)
When it pops up, you’re like, ‘Oh my gosh, it’s so crazy.’
You can work like this
Of course it’s a joke. What kind of heel is that?
(audience applause)
From this point on, the questioner’s voice
It became bright and filled when I first asked the question.
Ulbundo
disappearance
human
If you examine your mental world,
Dreams are either things you experienced in the past or are just nonsense.
Or a dream I can’t even remember
It’s meant to be dreamed.
When a person sleeps, he or she does not sleep deeply.
next time dream
After dreaming
Because I’m not in deep sleep before I wake up, I wake up
I can’t remember the dream.
falling asleep deeply
If you wake up from this state
Like a constant fantasy
I can’t see it
I mean, as soon as I open my eyes
‘That’s it!’
You have to think like this
What are you dreaming about?
Then, the questioner writes it down to the world.
Even if you’re 65 years old
Is Buddhist monk Beopmun better?
Even though I haven’t done anything right now
Is your 30-year-old self better?
If I ask to change the taste, will you change it?
(Questioner) Thank you.
(audience laughter/applause)
So, come to your senses from now on.
Just take the exam for 1 year
Try it
When done, throw it away:
This is the only way to decide whether you pass or fail;
If you say, “I don’t think about falling,”
The questioner said he had been addicted to exams for 10 years.
It’s just a curtain
test word
I’m addicted
“I’ll give it a try this year and if it doesn’t work out, it’s over.”
I have to come to a conclusion like this
You can just give it up and go to a manual labor camp to work.
It’s okay no matter what day it is
‘Immoral and illegal behavior is not a job.
I don’t care what to say, I have to think like this.
“If I become a doctor
Earn”
Even if my father said something
That’s a bad idea.
A doctor treats a sick person
doctor’s office;
To earn
[If you buy it
(What are you doing?
Because I became a doctor to earn money
doctor
They say there are diseases that don’t exist
small bottle
It’s called a disease |
You don’t have to
I say I have to do it
This is why medical treatment is done fraudulently and medical insurance is also deceived.
This is why it’s a problem
no?
wound; If you have a boil and it hurts,
That’s not much money
I don’t care
write
I just ripped off my innocent face and fixed it.
It’s money
In the order in which you study best now
Applying for plastic surgery
You know?
What kind of doctor is this? I’m a hairdresser.
this
the world
There is nothing wrong
Yes
Everyone keeps being crazy about money like this
(The world is wrong like this
[Because
I’m so confused now
6 years later, in the year 24, the monk’s foresight seemed to have been predicted.
Even now, if you are only 30 years old,
Let’s catch it, right? `
So, you need to think about your father.
arbor
arbor
It’s unique and
The questioner just needs to live a different life from his father.
How does a 30-year-old adult live?
I make a living (audience laughter)
[How do I eat?
Eat with your mouth
Are you dying? (audience laughter)
Even I, an old man, live with a smile on my face.
What’s wrong with the young questioner?
Are you saying you can’t get married?
Me too, 65 years old
It’s a cam. (audience laughter)
Now, 6 years later, the questioner is living as a civil servant or
Even if it’s another day, I’ll sleep happily with a much happier heart than before.
Are you living?
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