a married woman’s regret

(1)I thought I’d be happy if I got married
(2)You don’t have to say goodbye to your loved ones every night
(3)We ate three meals a day at the same house
(4)I don’t want to fall, so my body won’t fall off
(5)I thought I’d be happy
(6)I believed the love would grow deeper and bigger
(7)People around me who told me not to get married. Married people who are unhappy
(8)He said we’re different from other people, and he snorted
(9)But even the illusion that we believed it was different
(10)It was like everyone else
(11)The moment I got married, I realized it was my big mistake
(12)The friendly person became sharp
(13)If I sulk, it sticks to me. I don’t know what to do
(14)I’m getting more nervous now
(15)If there’s an emotional problem between us
(16)The person who somehow sat me down and talked about it
(17)Even if I were to talk now
(18)keep one’s mouth shut for ten days a week
(19)I thought it would break if I let go of my hand
(20)Right now, I’m scared to death when I touch my fingertips
(21)Driving smoothly, holding my hand, and talking about this and that
(22)I liked it that much
(23)Now that we’re driving recklessly and looking out the window
(24)It’s hard to sit side by side in the same car
(25)When you go home, it’s like you’
(26)I’m in the master bedroom. That person is in the living room
(27)He said he hated sleeping in separate rooms or apart from each other
(28)There is, of course, a bed in the living room
(29)When you’re in a relationship, you have to change your cell phone
(30)I’m sad to cut it off, so I miss the voice I was saying good night
(31)Why is my bag so heavy
(32)I miss the image of him that I couldn’t let him go for a second
(33)I miss the person who thought the sky would collapse if I cried
(34)Please change this part
(35)The person who asked me where I can change so easily
(36)The feeling of loving me during a relationship
(37)It changed so easily that it cooled down
(38)The fierce eyes that look at me once in a while are stuck in my head and I can’t forget itI asked you not to do that a few times because driving hard will make you sick
(39)The quick way to work was also difficult
(40)I told him not to look at his phone unless he needed it
(41)His hands and eyes are still stuck in his cell phone

(1)I was curious about my daily routine, so I sent hundreds of messages
(2)I want to hear my voice. The phone calls I made even when I was on the move
(3)Now I don’t do it well even if I have a business
(4)You don’t care about how I feel anymore, even if you’re curious about me
(5)Yeah, you can’t be as consistent as you say
(6)It’s natural, but it’s natural to change
(7)Why did I get married less than a year ago
(8)I don’t know if I have to suffer because of you who have changed
(9)I miss you who were sweet to me
(10)I don’t know if I should be miserable feeling like I don’t love you anymore
(11)In such a short time
(12)I don’t know if I have to live with the things that have changed
(13)I’m not talking nonsense about asking for millions of dollars right now
(14)I’m not asking you to treat me like a queen so that I don’t get a drop of water
(15)I’m just asking you to love me the way you used to
(16)Because of you who accept it as if it’s the most difficult thing in the world
(17)I just give up
(18)I miss the voice that said “I love you” to me
(19)I miss the voice that used to blur the end of my words, saying, “I miss you
(20)I miss the hand that gently touched my cheek, the back of my hand, and the hair
(21)On the cold wind day, you came to my face and opened my collar
(22)When I eat something delicious, I put it in my mouth first
(23)I used to take off my coat when it was cold
(24)He got off first and opened the passenger’s car door
(25)He’s slow to eat. The way he smiled at me after eating
(26)I woke up first and looked at the empty seats
(27)I had to finish my lonely meal