When I was an outcast, I went to my homeroom teacher’s funeral.jpg

(1)The 26th echo. Afternoon.
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(3)I was an outcast.
(4)Now that I’m a college student, I can laugh saying that I’m comfortable alone.
(5)You know school bullying isn’t just hard because you’re alone.
(6)There was no reason for me, as everyone did.
(7)I thought it might be because I missed practicing for the sports day because I went to the dentist.
(8)I thought it wouldn’t be for such a simple reason because I told you in advance from the moment I started to schedule the practice.
(9)For weeks, crying all night in the room, afraid of dawn.
(10)I told my parents.
(11)Mom, cancel my lunch. I want to eat lunch box.
(12)Why isn’t the food good?
(13)If we want to eat school meals, we need fingerprint recognition.
(14)Maybe it’s because my hands are sweaty, but it doesn’t recognize me well.
(15)so
(16)My friends say it’s because he’s not a human being.
(17)You’re laughing at me.
(18)I don’t know how quiet it was.
(19)I cried a lot and said this.
(20)My dad got angry saying I should call my teacher, and my mom said I should.
(21)hugged somebody and cried
(22)I cried, “Don’t tell the school. Can’t you just send me to transfer quietly?”
(23)The next day, my mom didn’t wake me up until late lunch, saying I didn’t have to go to school today.
(24)When I went to school the next day, I was still an outcast.
(25)But I don’t know if my dad couldn’t hold it in and called my homeroom teacher.
(26)The teacher called me to the teacher’s office every break.
(27)He was a math teacher who was about to retire.
(28)During the first break, hold my hand tightly.
(29)You said you think I left you guys alone on the pretext that I’m old.
(30)He was sorry.
(31)During the second break,
(32)What do you want me to do?
(33)I want to leave this school, so I don’t want you to do anything.
(34)I said it was sweet.
(35)The teacher didn’t really do anything.
(36)He just wouldn’t leave me alone during that hellish break.
(37)He cleans the teacher’s room.
(38)Tell them to come and water the pot in your seat.
(39)I sat next to him and said, “This is not the right way to get good grades in math.”
(40)He made me solve the official question.
(41)After school, there’s milk on top of the mop or on top of it.
(42)I used to come early in the morning and clean it up.
(43)At some point, it was always clean.
(44)I thought my friends’ pranks were over.
(45)On the day I went to school about 10 minutes earlier than usual, I looked through the classroom window and saw that the teacher was erasing the graffiti on my desk and wiping it with wet tissue, and I ran into the bathroom and cried a lot without entering the first class.
(46)After that, I gave up transferring and stayed in school, and I didn’t go to graduation ceremony.
(47)It’s just that I regret not having a picture of you.
(48)Later, I asked my friend to take a picture of the teacher in the graduation album and send it to me.
(49)There was a teacher’s funeral the other day.
(50)Tears streamed from the moment I left home.
(51)The teacher knows that I didn’t do anything.
(52)I know. Thank you. I’m sorry.
(53)I cried so much because I couldn’t say that word.
(54)The teacher’s way is to fight the bullies for me.
(55)What I didn’t do…
(56)I don’t know if I’m right by everyone’s standards,
(57)When I close my eyes, the wrinkled back of my hands holding wet wipes
(58)I sometimes feel sad when I think about it.