Japanese in tears

(1)I’m so bad at this.
(2)When I was a student, I had a girlfriend I was dating.
(3)We were very close, but she said she wanted to keep her premarital purity and said, “Marry me.
(4)”I’ll make you a lot of noodles.”
(5)But at the time, I was young, so it was hard to endure.
(6)When we were sleeping together one night, we talked about sex.
(7)He didn’t, so he dug into the blanket and did it with his mouth.
(8)But I didn’t feel good at all. It’s just tickling. I’m just ticklish.
(9)I couldn’t stop laughing at the end.
(10)Since then, I haven’t talked to her about sex, but sometimes…
(11)She crept into the blanket,
(12)I laughed so hard.
(13)She died in the winter of three years.
(14)She’s getting estranged from her parents, and she’s been forgotten for years.
(15)Since then, I haven’t had a girlfriend, but I’m having a good time. But then again, the sex drive was the problem.
(16)I sometimes think of it. I’ve bought a hall, but I’ve never had sex.
(17)Uh, I don’t know how it feels.
(18)And then one day, I bought this product again.
(19)I tried it and it didn’t make me feel good either.
(20)It’s a bit itchy, so I just laugh casually.
(21)After laughing, tears overflowed.