loneliness as one ages

(1)Topic > Dating and Dating
(2)loneliness as one ages
(3)Industrial Bank of Korea Bo
(4)I’m a perfect E person, and when I was in my 20s,
(5)I had an appointment about five out of seven days a week.
(6)There were many big and small gatherings in the company, like when I was in college.
(7)It was a series of really fun days.
(8)There were many people who always found me, and there were people who took care of me.
(9)There were a lot. I didn’t date for a long time and I always…
(10)I lived in relationships with people.
(11)I’m in my thirties. It was still fun.
(12)I had a short boyfriend in between, but I’m
(13)I couldn’t last long because of my schedule and frequent drinking complaints.
(14)A year, two, three years have passed.
(15)I have two same-sex friends.
(16)When they got married around the same time,
(17)The area has become distant and the contact has become less frequent.
(18)And the meetings that I went to sometimes… Married people…
(19)But it didn’t come out and the people I was close to left out.
(20)I organized those meetings too.
(21)But as I lived my life, I kept meeting new people.
(22)I got to get close to people in there.
(23)But one day, I’d like to meet you on the weekend.
(24)There are no people. I’d rather be home alone.
(25)Then I happened to meet my acquaintances at a drinking party and hang out with them. It was fun and I played like I was in my 20s after a long time. I had a fling with one of them. For the first time in my life, I felt more than I liked him. But I ended up not getting along with him.It was very hard.
(26)I drank alone every day. Sometimes I met close people, but I just felt more empty. I felt empty and very lonely, but I didn’t look for anyone. I shared my difficulties with only a few people because I would feel more empty when I came home after meeting them.
(27)I met a man, had a heartbreaking time, and showed my gloomy side to my acquaintances who only showed bright sides every day.
(28)I didn’t want to show you, so there were a lot of calls that didn’t come unless I did.
(29)I was lonely. I realized I was alone.
(30)Very few close relationships are hard to meet even though we keep in touch sometimes.
(31)They’re all married.
(32)Everyone’s going to be with their family, so I can’t say let’s meet on the weekend.
(33)It’s annoying to meet new people now.
(34)I just endure loneliness silently. How can I be lonely?
(35)I don’t know if I should soothe the emptiness.
(36)It was my wish to spend a happy time with just one person.
(37)I don’t know who to meet.
(38)I’m not confident. I’m an extremely bright person outside.
(39)I’m also a human being, so I hope my deep wounds will heal.
(40)I don’t think so. I get depressed when I get home.
(41)I don’t care about fate anymore.
(42)You can slowly distance yourself from friends you’ve been close to for 20 years.
(43)Rather than a new acquaintance and a 20-year-old friend,
(44)to be able to have a deep down The life span of each other’s relationships…
(45)I think there is. What I feel right now is, in the end,
(46)When you get older, you have to build a family and have a family.
(47)There’s a space to rub my heart in.