A disappearance that a man experiences at least once

(1)A disappearance that a man experiences at least once
(2)I wanted to watch the nightlife again
(3)Googling, Torrent, Webhard, I’ve been searching 50 thousand places
(4)There’s no place left, maybe because it’s an old work
(5)I’ve been looking for it for 6 hours since 5am, and it’s so frustrating and driving me crazy
(6)I was banging my desk and cursing, but I cried without realizing it
(7)My mother was surprised and ran to my room and asked me what was going on, but I just said something upsetting happened