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Born in 1989, I broke up with my own mother in divorce before my first birthday
After that, she remarried and raised me for more than 10 years since I was a baby, but there is a stepmother who broke up again due to divorce when she was 14 years old
The stepmother also remarried after divorcing her ex-husband
I grew up thinking he was my real mother until I became an adult
I also hated his nagging and admonition when I was young
My family was very poor, but when I look back on it now, she was like my real mother
Even though he was not my own son, he always gave me breakfast during school hours and accepted all my expressions of affection that I like to flirt with
I remember when I was a baby when I took his milk
When I lived with him, I had a very good friendship
But he always fights with his father
My father, who is characterized by leaving the house every time we fight, took me out
I didn’t know why he took me out
I ended up breaking up with him in divorce at the age of 14
But I was immature because no one was nagging, and it was good to be able to act however I wanted
But from the age of 16, I almost stayed alone and started being bullied at school
There was also an outbreak of epilepsy
When I was 17 years old, I went to a private high school, but I didn’t get along well with my friends, and I dropped out after being a reclusive loner
In the same year, I started my social life early by working part-time at a hand wash shop
But my father, who rarely comes home, seems to have wasted time at home with no study or future hope
I don’t think I knew it was time to prepare for the future or what to do at this time because no one around me was correcting me
I think I changed jobs a lot because I was a social maladjusted person with epilepsy
I always blamed my father
After I became an adult, my sister who is 7 years older than me told me
My own mother is separate
But since my mother’s remarried husband is quite patriarchal and I know that my ex-husband has only a daughter and an older sister and no son,
He said I couldn’t contact him separately
I held it in because I missed my mom’s touch so much I thought he’d embrace me if he met his own mother later
After a few years, my real mother came to my sister’s house, and I saw her for the first time. She looked like her
But at this time, when I saw my mother’s behavior, I realized that I was raised rather than born
I was so happy, but my mother only played Anipang games in front of me and talked to my sister about her son who was born after remarriage
Also, my sister’s birthday is one day earlier than mine, but a day later, I saw that my mother sent a text message saying “Happy birthday ^^” to my daughter’s birthday
It was a warm word I’ve never heard in my life
I was expecting you to wish me a happy birthday the next day
But more than 30 years later, there hasn’t been a single time
I was so sad. I still feel that emotion
It was as if I didn’t have anyone in my mother’s head
I missed my stepmother
One day, I asked my father who was usually scared
I heard it from my sister I heard you still keep in touch with your stepmother. Can I contact you?
My father came back and said one thing
Don’t talk nonsense!
I cried my eyes out in my room
I’ve never forgotten my stepmother for a single year
I wanted to use the Excitement Center to find my stepmother
When I was that old, I really lived like a pig
I met my wife, who doesn’t have a father-in-law, and now I live in a two-room house with a 25-pyeong house and have been married for seven years
Even now, I have a 7-year-old and 2-year-old daughter, and I live every day with the determination to never live a fatherly life
I didn’t want to tell my children back my fate
Starting with a penniless monthly rent room, I overcame epilepsy through surgery, and I was working in shifts at the factory, and I started my own business
My income has also risen enough to earn a single income
Also, my daughters are growing up bright and bright thanks to my efforts
I still miss my stepmother
Thank you for raising me holding hands I want to meet you before I die and say this
I want to treat you to a delicious meal and say thank you on your knees
Name: Song Chang-sun, born in 1957, lives in Jeonju in the 90s and early 2000s, and has Seo Sang-hyun, his own son in the late 70s and early 80s
This is all I know
Mom, thanks to my mom, I’m working really hard right now
I want to meet you and say thank you
Thank you so much I miss you. I love you
– From my son 
